I was thinking that these random morning posts are becoming something like an exercise a bunch of my artistic friends used to do. It was from a book by Julia Cameron, and called morning pages. The whole idea was that if you started out your day by simply sitting down and writing 3 pages of just whatever was on your mind - shopping lists, things you're thinking about - whatever, then this regular practice stirred creativity. I actually find that by stopping here and writing down the random things on my mind, I feel more free to really write at other times. Like writing down the random things creates space for the deeper things stirring within me.
I'm sipping green tea and hoping it will calm my stomach. I woke again with a terrible stomach-ache and heartburn. It's been happening every few months, for no discernible reason.
It's raining outside and they're promising it will turn to a whole pile of snow by tonight. Last week it was 20C and I was wearing skirts and capri pants to work. Today we have a "winter storm warning" in effect. Only in Calgary.
Actually, I blame my dad for the snow. Everytime he leaves the country it snows. Doesn't seem to matter what time of year it is. He and mom are enjoying poolside weather in Phoenix with my aunt and uncle this week. And we're having snow. It's just how it works, I guess.
Yesterday's plans to have coffee with a long-time friend were postponed to today. I'm hoping they happen today, anyway. He can be a little bit flaky. (He's actually forgotten that he was my ride home from somewhere. Twice.) But he's a great friend, the one who was with me on that odd night nearly five years ago now when my depression was healed so suddenly and unexpectedly. And I hope I get to see him. I could use some time right now with the kind of friend who has all the details. Who's been around through it all, and we can just talk honestly with each other. And a hug. I could use a hug from that kind of friend too.
Last night, after months of deliberation and research, I joined the cult of iphone, and I'm quite looking forward to discovering all the fun things it will let me do. I had thought that I was going to need to wait another six months, until my current phone contract expired, and then switch phone companies, as a different company had far better rates. But, I called my phone company, and negotiated, and they decided customer loyalty (I've been with them for years) was worth rewarding, and comfortably matched the price the other company was offering. So, I took the plunge, and I think I'm going to love it.
I also have a hair appointment tonight. The annual getting other fun colors added to my existing natural state appointment. I only do it once a year or so, because it's expensive, but it's always fabulous. Getting my hair done and being pampered at the salon I use is right up there with getting a massage for me. So relaxing and it makes me feel beautiful and feminine. (Plus, being able to treat myself well, without feeling guilty for it, was on one of my lists of goals for this year, so any appointment like this is a step in the right direction.)
And with that, I'm off to dive into the stuff the day will require.
Back later!
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
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