- Catching sight of the lilies growing outside the front window, waving in the breeze
- Taking out the compost and spotting the rabbit that has dug itself a cool and protected hollow in our garden, just hanging out and taking a nap sheltered from the sun in it's garden nest
- the stillness of a day spent with mostly quiet
- the reality that I am able to easily and quickly satisfy hunger when it arises
- fresh mango
- the inspiration that pinterest always brings
- trying out a pinterest idea and baking cookies in a waffle iron
- the smell of the lilies in a bouquet of flowers my aunt gave me
- a day spent in yoga pants
- an afternoon nap
Tuesday, August 09, 2011
Daily 5 - Year 2, Day 358
Today's Daily 5:
You Ask, I Answer, Take 17
Today's You Ask, I Answer question comes from Johanna, in Germany. She asked:
At this stage in my life, prayer is so central to who I am that it's funny to me to look back and realize that for many, many years, I hated prayer and thought of it as a sort of necessary obligation, and a boring and rather useless one at that! In fact, it was so well known that I was not a fan of prayer, and particularly not a fan of praying aloud, that the friend who was my young life leader in high school would pointedly force the issue! She made me pray in public at every opportunity she could. It was nearly always my "turn" to bless the food when we ate together. She'd let me know at the beginning of our small group prayer times that while the others had an option of whether or not to speak up and I pray, I'd better be opening my mouth and talking with God! It drove me crazy, and became almost a game - how could I avoid it, and how could she force the issue!
Somewhere early in university, I began attending a new church, and encountered people who seemed to really believe that prayer was actually important and effective, and that it didn't have to be boring! Some of that coincided with the time period where I encountered the 24-7 Prayer movement in a number of forms and places, and learned new things about prayer, and discovered creative expressions of prayer. Some of it coincided with the time where I ultimately had a profound encounter with God, and experienced healing from some severe depression and oppression that had haunted my steps for years.
So, what does prayer mean to me? I don't have a definition for form, and I'm probably far more lacksidaisical about prayer than some. Prayer for me is anything that allows me to engage in conversation and relationship with Christ. Sometimes it looks like actually sitting down in the very traditional way, and talking to God, but sometimes it looks like worship music playing, or writing, or doing something creative, or spotting something that reminds me of something or someone on my heart and challenges me to lift them before Jesus.
As for cultivating my prayer life, the biggest part of my prayer life is that for years now I've worked to cultivate my internal dialogue into a conversation with Jesus, rather than simply a monologue. So, as I'm out walking, when I'm reading, when I'm going about my day and thinking, as things come up, I've mentally cultivated the habit of turning them into conversation with Jesus - thanking him for them, sharing my concerns with him, asking him questions about them.
I also have made a habit at various times of using prayer books, or guided prayers to carve out a specific chunk of time for prayer in my day. Right now I'm using a little book by J. Philip Newell called "Sounds of the Eternal", which is a book of Celtic prayers, designed to fill a week, with a set of prayers for each morning and evening. I generally just use the evening prayers, taking time to read through them and let them guide and quiet my heart as I prepare for sleep at night. The prayers are quite lovely, and I really enjoy the repetition and flow of joining my heart with semi-ancient prayers each evening.
The house church I'm a part of also makes a regular habit of sharing our lives and concerns with each other, and lifting each other up in prayer, so that is also an integral part of my prayer life. I'm still not a very big fan of praying aloud, but on a pretty much weekly basis I make the choice to do so. To audibly talk to Jesus about the friends with whom I share life and church community. And I'm blessed as they do the same for me. I also have a few close friends with whom I take time to pray nearly every time we gather, and I'm thankful for them as well.
So there you have it! Some of my thoughts on prayer. It's a hugely important topic to me, one I could talk about forever, and one that I've done fairly extensive reading about, but these are some basic thoughts - the first ones that come to mind anyway - on my own prayer life, and it's importance and how I cultivate its growth.
What does prayer mean to you? How do you cultivate your prayer life?
At this stage in my life, prayer is so central to who I am that it's funny to me to look back and realize that for many, many years, I hated prayer and thought of it as a sort of necessary obligation, and a boring and rather useless one at that! In fact, it was so well known that I was not a fan of prayer, and particularly not a fan of praying aloud, that the friend who was my young life leader in high school would pointedly force the issue! She made me pray in public at every opportunity she could. It was nearly always my "turn" to bless the food when we ate together. She'd let me know at the beginning of our small group prayer times that while the others had an option of whether or not to speak up and I pray, I'd better be opening my mouth and talking with God! It drove me crazy, and became almost a game - how could I avoid it, and how could she force the issue!
Somewhere early in university, I began attending a new church, and encountered people who seemed to really believe that prayer was actually important and effective, and that it didn't have to be boring! Some of that coincided with the time period where I encountered the 24-7 Prayer movement in a number of forms and places, and learned new things about prayer, and discovered creative expressions of prayer. Some of it coincided with the time where I ultimately had a profound encounter with God, and experienced healing from some severe depression and oppression that had haunted my steps for years.
So, what does prayer mean to me? I don't have a definition for form, and I'm probably far more lacksidaisical about prayer than some. Prayer for me is anything that allows me to engage in conversation and relationship with Christ. Sometimes it looks like actually sitting down in the very traditional way, and talking to God, but sometimes it looks like worship music playing, or writing, or doing something creative, or spotting something that reminds me of something or someone on my heart and challenges me to lift them before Jesus.
As for cultivating my prayer life, the biggest part of my prayer life is that for years now I've worked to cultivate my internal dialogue into a conversation with Jesus, rather than simply a monologue. So, as I'm out walking, when I'm reading, when I'm going about my day and thinking, as things come up, I've mentally cultivated the habit of turning them into conversation with Jesus - thanking him for them, sharing my concerns with him, asking him questions about them.
I also have made a habit at various times of using prayer books, or guided prayers to carve out a specific chunk of time for prayer in my day. Right now I'm using a little book by J. Philip Newell called "Sounds of the Eternal", which is a book of Celtic prayers, designed to fill a week, with a set of prayers for each morning and evening. I generally just use the evening prayers, taking time to read through them and let them guide and quiet my heart as I prepare for sleep at night. The prayers are quite lovely, and I really enjoy the repetition and flow of joining my heart with semi-ancient prayers each evening.
The house church I'm a part of also makes a regular habit of sharing our lives and concerns with each other, and lifting each other up in prayer, so that is also an integral part of my prayer life. I'm still not a very big fan of praying aloud, but on a pretty much weekly basis I make the choice to do so. To audibly talk to Jesus about the friends with whom I share life and church community. And I'm blessed as they do the same for me. I also have a few close friends with whom I take time to pray nearly every time we gather, and I'm thankful for them as well.
So there you have it! Some of my thoughts on prayer. It's a hugely important topic to me, one I could talk about forever, and one that I've done fairly extensive reading about, but these are some basic thoughts - the first ones that come to mind anyway - on my own prayer life, and it's importance and how I cultivate its growth.
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