Just a few quick reads today:
Hope wrote about praying for compassion, and about silence and secrets, among other things. Her words hit home this morning.
Seth Godin wrote about choosing your critics. Another good piece of advice.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
3000 - Thankful
This is the 3000th time in just over 5 years that I've shown up here.
That number seems crazy and immense to me. That 3000 times in the last five years I've felt like there was something worth sharing, or, sometimes, that I simply needed a place to show up and be myself.
It's way too early to be awake on a Saturday, and I've been lying here already for an hour and a half. I felt better about that early waking when I remembered that I went to bed very early last night, and, counting backwards, waking interruptions aside, realized I still slept for close to eight hours. Sweet.
It will be a full day.
Errands this morning.
A much needed appointment for a massage.
Time with family.
A bridal shower for L. tonight.
Almost daunting, from the perspective I have still half-laying in bed, so early in the day.
And yet, I'm thankful.
Thankful for what the outcome of the errands will be.
Thankful for an email from a dear friend, advising of her safe return.
Thankful for eight hours of quiet, if not of sleep, even if they ended sooner than I would have preferred.
Thankful for the timing of a badly needed massage appointment.
Thankful that tonight I get to participate in celebrating L, and her upcoming marriage to my brother.
Thankful for this blog space, that I've been able to show up at and be myself. 3000 times in the last five or so years.
I think it's going to be a good day, but even if it all goes sour, I can pause and remember these moments, in the dawning of the day, where there was and is so much to be thankful for.
That number seems crazy and immense to me. That 3000 times in the last five years I've felt like there was something worth sharing, or, sometimes, that I simply needed a place to show up and be myself.
It's way too early to be awake on a Saturday, and I've been lying here already for an hour and a half. I felt better about that early waking when I remembered that I went to bed very early last night, and, counting backwards, waking interruptions aside, realized I still slept for close to eight hours. Sweet.
It will be a full day.
Errands this morning.
A much needed appointment for a massage.
Time with family.
A bridal shower for L. tonight.
Almost daunting, from the perspective I have still half-laying in bed, so early in the day.
And yet, I'm thankful.
Thankful for what the outcome of the errands will be.
Thankful for an email from a dear friend, advising of her safe return.
Thankful for eight hours of quiet, if not of sleep, even if they ended sooner than I would have preferred.
Thankful for the timing of a badly needed massage appointment.
Thankful that tonight I get to participate in celebrating L, and her upcoming marriage to my brother.
Thankful for this blog space, that I've been able to show up at and be myself. 3000 times in the last five or so years.
I think it's going to be a good day, but even if it all goes sour, I can pause and remember these moments, in the dawning of the day, where there was and is so much to be thankful for.
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