Showing posts with label Holy Saturday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Holy Saturday. Show all posts

Saturday, April 07, 2012

They Buried Him in a Hurry

I've been using 24-7 Prayer's Lenten podcasts as a way to reflect in the lead-up to Easter.  Today's reflection from Carla Harding struck me deeply.  "They buried Him in a hurry..."

Saturday, April 03, 2010

Daily 5 - Day 234

Today's Daily 5:
  1. 234 days of this.  Mostly because 234 is a fun number to say and to type.
  2. Found simple but pretty boxes on sale at Ikea for storing all my old journals in.  I'd been wanting to take them off of my bookshelves and out of public view, and this seems the perfect solution.
  3. Spent the day mostly with family.
  4. Sharing a smile via e-chat with a very dear friend as she described briefly the special events of her day
  5. Doing errands on my own this morning, with a borrowed car.  Being able to do simple things, alone, and in my own timing is something precious right now.
  6. Bought a few new TV on DVD seasons, looking forward to watching them in the background in coming weeks and months while I work and putter in the evenings
  7. Holy Saturday.  Quiet and waiting and preparing.
  8. filtered water
  9. hints of hope, found in a night that held a few hours of sleep
  10. got a subscription to watch sermons and worship sets online live or archived from a church I'd love to visit someday.

The In-Between Day

Holy Saturday.

The inbetween day. 

Jesus still laying in the tomb.

The disciples cloistered in a room, terrified.

~~~

I think about that day a lot.

That in-between day.

Waking to the reality that the Master was dead.

Without the hope we have on this side of 2000 years.

Just nothingness.

Waiting and wondering if they will be next.

They hadn't exactly been circumspect about their following, after all.

The women perhaps preparing, quietly.  Readying for the early morning trip to the tomb.

Readying to anoint the body.

~~~

This day feels like that to me.

Quiet preparations for the celebrations that come tomorrow.


And waiting.


For what, I'm not precisely sure.


For resurrection, I guess.


New life.


Healing and hope.


Rest and peace.


And so I wait.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

To those who wait...

The following passage, from one of my Lenten reading books, caught at me tonight, in it's description of this Holy Saturday, this day that I've passed, that is now drawing to a close...

It read:

"This is a day for expecting the kingdom of God. To those who wait, the time between death and resurrection is very long. For God, it is but a moment." (Journeying Through Lent with Luke, by Nancy Koester)

I am waiting and expecting the kingdom of God. I am longing for resurrection to come.

Moving through the waiting

I pray better, I wait better, I survive better, when I'm moving.

When there are things that can be a distraction.

When there is motion that can be a focus.

And so, on this day that is so marked by the waiting for resurrection, I've moved.

I grocery shopped and visited the library.

I went to the post office, and stopped off at my parent's home.

I looked through cookbooks with L., planning some new meals to add to our regular fare.

I did laundry.

And cleaned my bedroom.

And swept the kitchen floor.

I vacuumed George.

And scrubbed his dashboard and other surfaces.

And fed him with gasoline.

I remembered to be thankful when malfunction with my seat in George stopped long enough for me to move the seat to the right spot, making it easier to drive.

I worked through several lists of things that needed to be done, cleaned, or accomplished.

And now, now I'm getting ready to settle down a little.

To read and pray and actively wait.

To prepare for the week ahead (though thankfully, I don't have to return to work until Tuesday).

To let quiet overcome the need for movement, and hopefully bring peace.

The Day Between

This is the day between.

The day the disciples hid in an upper room, their world falling apart. Angry, fearful, shocked, grieving the loss of the one to whom they'd devoted the last three years of their life. The one they'd lived with, eaten with, slept near. Their teacher, the one they'd thought would change the whole world order. Their friend.

His body was laying in a stranger's grave.

And it was sabbath. They weren't permitted to work, or to be near the grave, so they gathered and waited, wondering if the wave of hatred that had stolen him from them, would come for them next.

~~~

This is the day between.

The day that life and light and hope lies temporarily buried.

I know the end of the story.

And yet, today I reflect on the grief, and the emptiness.

And I wait.

I fill the waiting, the grieving, the emptiness, in my own ways.

Moving on with life in a simple way. Groceries. Cookbooks. Maybe a walk in the park.

~~~

This is the day between.

And I am waiting.