Another Day, Another Try

I'm discovering that it's really hard to love someone who can take you from perfectly calm to spitting mad in less than two minutes.

I'm discovering that it takes a lot of concious thought to come up with positives about someone who can make you mad simply by existing.

I'm discovering that the best I can manage "pray for those who persecute you" at the moment is a growled "bless her" through clenched teeth.

And I'm grateful for the grace that means I get to keep trying, even after moments of failing miserably.