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Pope Declares "Holy War" Against People who Falsely Claim to Have Seen the Virgin Mary

Words

I grow increasingly, daily more aware of the power inherent in words.

Of the way they can harm another.

Of the way that spoken out of turn, at the wrong time, they can wreak havoc and cause devastation.

Of the fact that words that are not chosen with care can expose and damage the hearts of others.

Just when I thought it was over...

Just when I thought it might finally be coming to an end. This year of madness and insanity. This year of deep brokenness. Just when I thought that it was over. That I was done. That it was finally going to be possible to move on, it kicked back into gear again.

More tears.

More exhaustion.

More disturbing dreams.

The growing distance. (I hate the distance.)

It's still going on all around me. It's still going on inside of me.

And the question is this: Can I be done? Or must it still be engaged? Can something that so deeply affects me, and those I care about deeply, be ignored until it really does go away? When will it all end? And what does living out life in the meantime look like?

And so, I'm back to waiting and praying. The tears spill over on a regular basis - a several times daily basis. My heart is shattered, and I wonder if it will ever be whole again. I wonder some days if whole is what I really want, or if shattered is maybe the thing that looks more like Jesus' heart anyway.

Hope.

Hope is a crazy word. A deeply important word in my life. A topic of many conversations. Something that I feel like I've lost in some spheres of my life lately. It's a prominent thing in my life. And it made me smile when I did the "What's Your Word?" quiz and got the following result:

Your Word is "Hope"

You see life as an opportunity for learning, growth, and bringing out the best in others. No matter how bad things get, you always have at least a glimmer of optimism. You are accepting and forgiving. You encourage those who have wronged you to turn over a new leaf. And while there is a lot of ugliness in the world, you believe that almost no one is beyond redemption.

What's Your Word?

Let me know what your results are.

As tall as the average Japanese woman...

What Your Height Says About You

You are a very vulnerable and spiritual person. Your emotions run deep. You have a philosophical and poetic soul. You think things through and are a bit of a skeptic. You tend to be very opinionated. You are a perfectionist with high standards. You prefer to work alone. You work hard, and you don't like interruptions. You are about as tall as the average Japanese woman.

What Does Your Height Say About You?

I like these goofy little quizzes from time to time, and this one made me laugh. It's also mostly true. Except that I'm not a huge perfectionist, and depending on the day, my preference for working alone, or with someone else changes.