Thursday, January 07, 2010


I feel an incredible discontent welling within me today.

And I've fought it, and wrestled with it, wondering if it should be allowed to be.

I don't know who coined the phrase "holy discontent", but it's the closest I can come to describing the deeply unsettled way this day has left me.  Not because there are huge things that have happened, but simply because I feel a shift.  Maybe it's larger than me, I'm not sure.

I'm asking God to reveal what he is teaching.

And for the patience to wait in a space of discomfort for that revelation.