Maybe it'll help?

I did something tonight that I swore, growing up as a pastor's kid, that I'd never do. I'm not going to tell you what it was (though if you email and ask nicely I might). I'm just going to say that I became a person I never wanted to be. That my level of desperation was high enough to toss pride out the window and hope that this will help. That it'll bring some peace and freedom and relief.

Here's hoping.