I needed this stuff from Henri Nouwen today

I really needed to hear these this week - in light of some stuff that's been going on in my life over the last month or so.

Keeping It Together

How can we not lose our souls when everything and everybody pulls us in the most different directions? How can we "keep it together" when we are constantly torn apart

Jesus says: "Not a hair of your head will be lost. Your perseverance will win you your lives" (Luke 21:18-19). We can only survive our world when we trust that God knows us more intimately than we know ourselves. We can only keep it together when we believe that God holds us together. We can only win our lives when we remain faithful to the truth that every little part of us, yes, every hair, is completely safe in the divine embrace of our Lord. To say it differently: When we keep living a spiritual life, we have nothing to be afraid of.

The Coming of the Son of Man

The spiritual knowledge that we belong to God and are safe with God even as we live in a very destructive world allows us to see in the midst of all the turmoil, fear, and agony of history "the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory" (Luke 21:27). Even though Jesus speaks about this as about a final event, it is not just one more thing that is going to happen after all the terrible things are over. Just as the end-time is already here, so too is the coming of the Son of Man. It is an event in the realm of the Spirit and thus not subject to the boundaries of time.

Those who live in communion with Jesus have the eyes to see and the ears to hear the second coming of Jesus among them in the here and now. Jesus says: "Before this generation has passed away all will have taken place" (Luke 21:32). And this is true for each faithful generation.

Standing Erect

About the end-time Jesus says: "There will be signs in the sun and moon and stars; on earth nations in agony, bewildered by the turmoil of the ocean and its waves; men fainting away with terror and fear at what menaces the world, for the power of heaven will be shaken. And then they will see the Son of Man coming in a cloud with power and great glory" (Luke 21:25-28) All of this is already taking place. For anyone who has listened deeply to the heart of God, the despair of the world and the coming of the great liberation are both visible every day.

What then should we do? Jesus says it clearly: "Stand erect, hold your heads high, because your liberation is near at hand" (Luke 21:28). There is so much hope here. We do not have to faint but can stand straight, welcoming our Lord with outstretched arms.

For a friend

Got a long message from a friend today, that made me want to cry, and made me wish we lived in the same province so I could give her a physical hug, not just a phone call or email.

Then read this little cartoon at this blog "A Beautiful Revolution" - it says some of the things I wanted to say. So I'm sticking it here, and tomorrow I'll call and read it to her, or I'll email it to her.

permalink for the cartoon here.

Domestic things

Have I ever mentioned how much of a home body I am?

I love quiet Saturdays when the house is empty of everyone but me, and I have a list of homey type things to work my way through.

Laundry.

Putting dishes away.

Cooking myself lunch.

Updating my budget.

Clean, fresh sheets on my bed.

Sorting through cookbooks.

Watching tv on dvd.

Sweeping.

Organizing my desk.

A trip to the library.

Emails from friends and family.

Tea and candles.

Incense.

Jason Upton playing in the background as I go about the day.

Dinner plans.

Looking for ideas in scrapbooking magazines.

These are the sorts of things I've engaged in today, with more still on the agenda.

Megs is coming over tonight for a Grey's Anatomy marathon complete with junk food. It's been a few weeks since we've had time to hang out thanks to competing work schedules, after work commitments, and her new boyfriend. I'm looking forward to watching several episodes of Grey's and catching up with one of my best friends.

See you around!

Added a new book...

I've added a new book to the non-fiction reading list in the sidebar.

Leaving Church: A Memoir of Faith by Barbara Brown Taylor.

I reccommend this one highly.

So many beautiful thoughts and words, though I don't always agree with all of the conclusions Reverend Brown draws.

A sampling?

"The effort to untangle the human words from the divine seems not only futile to me but also unnecessary, since God works with what is. God uses whatever is usable in a life, both to speak and to act, and those who insist on fireworks in the sky may miss the electricity that sparks the human heart."

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