Quiet again

I feel like a lot of parts of my life are quiet right now. In a weirdly intense kind of way.

Like there just aren't a lot of words to go around the things that are going on in me.

I don't know how I feel about that.

I kind of want the control of being able to name exactly what I'm experiencing.

On the other hand, I know that the things I'm going through are deep and beautiful, and worth experiencing, even if they can't be named or controlled.

So, I'm quiet again.